you know i found this and read it and i dont really know what to think beside dam and im glad she didnt send it because i look at us now i look at what has happend im happy and im ashamed im happy because i love her i truly do im ashamed becasue i am fighting with her and feel like im pushing her away and i dont want to i dont want to lose her i love her and i dont know how to handel certain things going on with us so i know not many people are gonna see this maybe like four people but im hoping that someone can give me some answers as to what to do im looking for help she means the world to me and is the only person that i truely do not want to lose…….. please

kinsandcarrol:

You were always scared of me growing up.

In result I was afraid of growing up.

Scared to take on new challenges cause I might fail.

The pressure I put on myself.

Didn’t have the right effect, it made me nervous and just want to distance everything.

I can’t use the excuse anymore because I’m…

gah amazing

gah amazing

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Anonymous asked: I'll always consider you my hero.

wait what why so lost

yeah there truely is no other fish in the sea its the one you love that you should get as i love her i dont think i deserve her

yeah there truely is no other fish in the sea its the one you love that you should get as i love her i dont think i deserve her

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My girlfriend

So i have this amazing girlfriend. She is my whole world.whenever I’m sad she is there. Whenever I am mad she is there. Whenever I am sick she takes care of me. I love her see when we first started dating her family disposed me I mean absolutely loathed me. But 4 years later we are together right next to each other happy as ever. I love her so much I went from having her family hating me to liking me they trust me and also they are there to help me, inviting me to family events and allowing her to stay with me on vacation I love this I love her. She is amazing and I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

Anonymous asked: I saw you on a kilt blog I follow! Do you play the bag pipes??

yes i do i have been playing since i was eight and im 20 now

I’ve noticed that several of my followers are Miyazaki fans, so I thought I share this little tidbit of information with you about Spirited Away.

I always wondered why the symbol “ゆ” (said “yu”) was on the door to the bath house. I asked my Japanese teacher, and he wasn’t too sure so I did a…

hit the nail on the head me and my girlfirend is exactly perfection i love her so much

hit the nail on the head me and my girlfirend is exactly perfection i love her so much

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Calling all cars we’ve got another victim
‘Cause my love has become an affliction
What did you expect from me?
What did you expect from me?

I’m sorry but I think I failed to mention
That I lied at my very first confession
What did you expect from me?
What did you expect from me?