you know i found this and read it and i dont really know what to think beside dam and im glad she didnt send it because i look at us now i look at what has happend im happy and im ashamed im happy because i love her i truly do im ashamed becasue i am fighting with her and feel like im pushing her away and i dont want to i dont want to lose her i love her and i dont know how to handel certain things going on with us so i know not many people are gonna see this maybe like four people but im hoping that someone can give me some answers as to what to do im looking for help she means the world to me and is the only person that i truely do not want to lose…….. please
You were always scared of me growing up.
In result I was afraid of growing up.
Scared to take on new challenges cause I might fail.
The pressure I put on myself.
Didn’t have the right effect, it made me nervous and just want to distance everything.
I can’t use the excuse anymore because I’m…


